Mistakes. :(

I realize that Ive made a lot of mistakes in my life time. But Hell, Im only 14 years old and I need to start holding up my word. I say things I dont mean all the time and that needs to change. I do stupid things all the time. I dont pay attention to the time or the date. This all needs to change. But I cant just change at the drop of a hat. So one thing at a time. Firstly, I am going to start to only say things when I mean it. This means that if I say Im going to be home at 330 that its gunna happen no matter what. This means that I am going to wash the dogs when I say I will. I am going to change, and Ive got my mind set on it.
But I need something from you. If this is too much, then dont give it to me. If you dont believe in me, that's okie. If you dont support me, that's okie. But I would like just this:
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A Second Chance.





Love,
Krystal
PS And I am going to start that by going a giving the dogs a bath...

Pirates of the Carribean: On Stranger Tides

I am probably the happiest person that they made a new Pirates of the Carribean movie. Although one thing makes me really mad about the whole thing: they didnt bring back Elizabeth and William Turner. As far as know. But either way it is going to be a very good movie!!

Otherwise my life is pretty boring. Finals are coming up and they are about as scary as The Haunting. English is probably the hardest one for me. If he would just let me write an essay and be done with it, I would be fine. Yet he has to add some hard test to go along with it. Next is Algebra. This is the second time I have taken the class so it will be pretty easy, but I am still a bit nervous because it covers so much information. Science will be, by far, the easiest final of the year. We are working on study guides for it and guess what!? We are allowed to use these study guides on the test. The only thing is, I need to remember to finish my study guide.

ATIONS

If we meet and I say, "Hi," 

That's a salutation.

If you ask me how I feel,

That's consideration.

If we stop and talk awhile,

That's a conversation.

If we understand each other,

Thats's communication.

If we argue, scream and fight,

That's an altercation.

If later we apoligize,

That's reconciliation.

If we help each other home,

That's cooperation.

And all these ations added up

Make civilization.

(And If I say this is a wonderful poem,

Is that exaggeration?)

Shel Silverstein

Recently, I have been reading in Shel Silverstein's poem books called A Light in the Attic and Where the Sidewalk Ends. I have been getting idea's for blogs about the topics and I include the poem. Please let me know if you are enjoying these so far. I always enjoy comments from you and I havent been getting any for a long while.

Now that I remembered about all of my finals, I have to go work on my Study Guide and on my Essay
Con Mucho Amor,
Krystal

L.O.V.E.

               Love

Ricky was "L" but he's home with the flu,

Lizzie, our "O," had some homework to do,

Mitchell, "E" prob'ly got lost on the way,

So I'm all of love that could make it today.

Shel Silverstein

Love is a pretty stupid thing. Girls these days fall in and out of love all the time. One day we are in love with one guy and the next its a new guy. And often times we fall in love with someone that we cant have. Anytime that I hear that he doesnt like me, just makes me want him more, yet the minute I find out that he likes me I totally forget about them. Ive come to the realization that I dont need a guy to be happy. All I need are good friends, family, books, and the internet to make me happy. So as long and my friends dont leave me, my family doesnt dis-own me, books dont all burn, and the internet doesnt go out I think I will be fine. But in the event that all that crap happens, I could always turn back to the boys. :P Lets hope that I dont have to do that, because boys are dumb. :)

Con Mucho Amor,

Krystal :))



School's Out!!

In the next couple of days school is going to be out for summer! After a ton of studying for finals, I am going to be very ready for this break. Although for me it isnt going to be much of a break. This summer is going to be abnormally busy.
School is out on May 26 and on June 6th I am going to be heading back to the school for summer school. :/

Im not going to summer school because I failed anything. I am currently in Algebra 1 (for the second time) and I am going to be doing Geometry so that I can get ahead in Math. Apparently it is easier to pass the Test (the one you have to take to graduate) if you are in Algebra 2. Therefore I am trying to get ahead.
I also need to fit in some time to spend with my wonderful Grandparents :) Every summer I normally go to Colorado to chill with them, but this year they arent going :( But I am still going to hang with them sometime.
All of this, and practicing horse stuff. Maybe just maybe I will be doing Volleyball next year and I think practice starts in the summer, but Im not sure. I still have to talk to my parents about that though because the Volleyball season runs well into my horse season. We will see what happens.
I hope that you all have a wonderful summer and pass all of your Finals :)
Krystal

Book List:

My Mom read my last post "Mother's Day" and wanted to correct me. She says that she is easy to shop for: just buy her a book! She does love books and Im not sure why I didnt think of that, but now I have a list.




Keri Arthur
       Full Moon Rising
       Kissing Sin
       Tempting Evil
       Dangerous Games
       Embraced by Darkness
       The Darkest Kiss
       Deadly Desire
       Bound by Shadows
       Moon Sworn
       Destiny Kills
       Mercy Burns
       Moon Dance

Anna Windsor
       Bound by Flame
       Captive Heart
       Captive Soul
       Captive Spirit

Kelley Armstrong
       Bitten
       Stolen
       Dime Store Magic
       Industrial Magic
       Haunted
       No Humans Involved
       Personal Demon
       Living with the Dead

Most of these books I have never heard of. But I know if I buy them for my mom and she says they are good, then I will end up reading them :)
That is one thing that me and my mom have in common. We both love to read. Most of the books that I like, she likes, and vice versa
      

Mother's Day.

I usually have a very hard time finding something good for my mother on Mother's Day. My mom doesnt like flowers, she doesnt really wear jewlery, and she doesnt like any really fancy restaurants.

So, our plans for today are Sweet Tomato's with my grandparents. I really wish that I could do something more but I am the worst at gifts and she makes it difficult. But either ways I love my mom and I want her to have a wonderful day. Whatever she wants to do is what will happen.

Although I love Mother's Day. There is no way I would be able to fill a whole blog with Mother's day things. I am just not that creative. So I would just like to tell you about my past week. 

The excitement started on Thursday when we found out that my cousin, Alex, was coming home from the war. He had been in San Diego for a couple of weeks before coming home, and it was time. All day my father was telling me that we might go welcome him home, but his plan was suppose to land late at night. Before picking him up, the whole family went to a restaurant to chill. Alex called us and said that his plane was delayed 40 minute. That would mean he would be here at 1015.

My dads responce: Krystal you cant go. Its too late, and you have to go to school tomorrow.

Dangit!!! So we went home and I got in the shower. When I got out my mom told me "Its not too late to ask your dad to see Alex"

I asked my dad again. And he told me to get dressed to see him!!!! YAY I got to greet my cousin home!!! It was so good seeing him again and I am so glad that I got to see him.

That was the excitement for my week.

Con Mucho Amor :)

Krystal

Whatif

Last night, while I lay thinking here,

some Whatifs crawled inside my ear
and pranced and partied all night long
and sang their same old Whatif song:
Whatif I'm dumb in school?
Whatif they've closed the swimming pool?
Whatif I get beat up?
Whatif there's poison in my cup?
Whatif I start to cry?
Whatif I get sick and die?
Whatif I flunk that test?
Whatif green hair grows on my chest?
Whatif nobody likes me?
Whatif a bolt of lightning strikes me?
Whatif I don't grow talle?
Whatif my head starts getting smaller?
Whatif the fish won't bite?
Whatif the wind tears up my kite?
Whatif they start a war?
Whatif my parents get divorced?
Whatif the bus is late?
Whatif my teeth don't grow in straight?
Whatif I tear my pants
Whatif I never learn to dance?
Everything seems well, and then
the nighttime Whatifs strike again!

By Shel Silverstein.

Sometimes I wish that I could write poetry. But I dont have the time, patience, or vocabulary for such a thing. So instead I just admire other peoples poetry :) One of my favorite poets (besides Edgar Allen Poe) would be Shel Silverstein. He writes in a mcuh different style than Poe, but either way I love his writing. He writes more for kids and such, but who isnt still a kid at heart. Heck, Im only 14. I think I still count as a kid. So if you dont know about Silverstein then I suggest looking him up.
PS I chose this poem because I remember in 3rd grade when I had to memorize it :)


Btw. I apoligize that I dont post that often anymore. For a little bit I was trying to be better, but alone with horses, school, and parties I just dont have the time. I have recently found out how to delay the posting of my blogs so when I have alot of time, I will write a couple blogs and set them to post at a later date.
Thank you.

Con mucho Amor :)
Krystal